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Thu Feb 22, 2007, 9:38 AM
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Gory Days
  • Reading: What I'm writing
  • Watching: Way too many monitors
  • Playing: The game of life
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Coffee

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babe this is awesome - thank you. If you ever need to chat please note me and I'll pass on my gmail chat id to you.

mega :hug:

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I can't profess to have written it, wish my written word was so elequant, the sentiments are mine through and through.

Would love to chat, does gtalk use the same I'd as gmail (have one of those just rarely use it)
yep - mine is silentslug

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This really touches me. Isn't it strange how some use hate to protect what they acknowledge as love? I love you for this and I'll repost it in my journal.

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A lovely journal entry. I saw it when it went around a year or so ago; I'm glad it's still on the move!

I enjoyed my time in your gallery. I am glad to see you embracing your inner self and being comfortable enough to share it with the folks on dA. My ex husband is a cross-dresser (not sure if you consider yourself a CD or a m2f transsexual..sorry!) and I know what it did to him for years to try to block out that part of him. His life really got better when he started letting that side of him come out to play. :) I wish the same for your life!

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Nice journal.

I'm so sorry if you have had to put up with snot like that. Everyone has someone who hates them for who they are. That's just life.

But you know the world isn't all that bad.

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I've not had to really deal with it head on, other than the obvious curious looks/stares that I guess you expect from people seeing something just a little different, take it with a pinch of salt. The sentiments that the entry holds mean more than the words themselves, a cry to be accepted as who you are (have to say I didn't write it though, b een floating around DA for a few years from what I've been told)
Sorry it's taken it's take a while to get reply, honestly I wanted to writ eth perfect peice, but couldn't come up with it so guess this'll do :)

First up, so glad you like my gallery, all I can do is try with what little I have (com'on pay raise, com'on new camera =) )

Sorry to hear, ex-husband, hope it was at least amicable, break ups are always hard. As for photos of me, in the perfect world, everyone should be able to show them selves as they are, DA/internet is the perfect portal for those either socially or self repressed to just throw it out there, self expression is power boyond belief but somtimes hard to really grab by the balls and go for it, know what I mean? - not that all the gallery is cross dressing, like to think I have a varied gallery =)

What do I consider myself as C/D or M2F T/S, that's the question I really got stuck on a reply to, you know if I had the money and wasn't married (yeah that's really really important to me) I'd be full TS, so I guess I'm a cross dresser though for no sexual reason, more because I just feel happy so (have theorys whey I'm like I am, but won't dwell on them for now)

Don't answer if you don't want to, Why did your Ex try and block that part of him? How did you feel about it? (know that's personal, but nice to have a fresh perspective on it all)


Hey, lastly, thanks for writing the comment, of all the ones I've gotten, this one actually ment something :kiss:
Something a little different?? Steve, yo one of a kind, brutha!! :headbang:

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I'm out there dude, biggin' it up for the screwed and confused... Good to see you've surfaced again, now get to some artistry =)

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