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Steve Stewart  

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Journal Entry: Thu Feb 22, 2007, 9:38 AM
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Gory Days
  • Reading: What I'm writing
  • Watching: Way too many monitors
  • Playing: The game of life
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Coffee

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 31
  • Current Residence: San Antonio, Texas (export from Solihull, UK)
  • Interests: Self Portrait, Macro, Oil Painting, Guitar, Travel, Wine, Beer, Heels :)
  • Favourite movie: Straight Story (David Lynch)
  • Favourite band or musician: Portishead and Dana International (and never the twain shall meet)
  • Favourite genre of music: Most Everything, not partial
  • Favourite artist: Kandinsky
  • Favourite poet or writer: Rowling (Got to Love Harry Potter)
  • Favourite photographer: Jesse Kalisher (http://www.kalisher.com)
  • Favourite style or digital art: Oil Painted Artistic and B&W scanned negative nudes
  • Operating System: Sarcasm and alcohol
  • MP3 player of choice: Blu-Cube, it's just so cute and itsy bitsy (miracle it wasnt lost before it broke)
  • Shell of choice: Mermaid clam shell bra
  • Wallpaper of choice: William Morris (seriously, don't like wall paper - paint is best)
  • Skin of choice: Mine scratched and bruised from the sexual playground that is my fantasy (and a little reality :-) )
  • Favourite game: Life - It's a game and I'm playing
  • Favourite gaming platform: 6" Open Toe Sling-back Platform Pumps
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie (family guy)
  • Personal Quote: I like trees and bees, goats and fleas
  • Tools of the Trade: Lump Hammer (for work) and Tweezers (for play)

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Devious Comments

=SocioBunneh:iconSocioBunneh: May 9, 2008, 4:45:09 PM
musicluver26 said the following:

most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I



received this



letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and



within a



week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



this

really



works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only


guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!










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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!







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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

times!!!





1.











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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as



you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



else but that wish.











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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!

























































Keep going

down



























Keep going






































Keep

going







































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda


chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid


since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the


signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.






Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just


1.
getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that



popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few


friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!


the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know

which person i'd rather



be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but



thats



only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go



out with



that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send


this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love



life.....forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a



friend......ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush

will have sex with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have


everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any



friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go



in a



chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the



catch.....you only
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*DragonInk7:iconDragonInk7: May 5, 2008, 12:09:22 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the :+fav:! I really appreciate it! :)

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"REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE ARE ALIVE SIMPLY BECAUSE IT IS ILLEGAL TO SHOOT THEM" :stab:
~Chaobaby7:iconChaobaby7: Apr 28, 2008, 3:30:52 PM
The words in your journal are so moving and sad:cries:
I love your gallery.

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"Smooth newts float in their Spring finery like miniature dragons in garden ponds"

from BBC breathing places calender 2008.
~jorgesarcos:iconjorgesarcos: Apr 22, 2008, 1:18:26 PM
Thanx for the Favs and the Watch! =)

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"Angels had Guitars even before they had Wings" - Meatloaf

///~jorgesarcos
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 16, 2008, 10:42:39 AM
So got the dress yet? Going to go all out on glam/limo and all that jazz? :) May as well have a ball!
~KayRouge:iconKayRouge: Apr 15, 2008, 6:37:18 PM
Nah, I'm planning for prom. It's next month, actually.

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:meditation: "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
*inkwellwebcamstock:iconinkwellwebcamstock: Apr 15, 2008, 7:32:25 AM
thanks for the watch and friends list addition! i hope to make it worth your while! =D

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"An artist has got to be constantly in the state of becoming..."
Bob Dylan
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 15, 2008, 7:14:42 AM
So you had the prom already? thought that was later in the year (then again what do I know, only work in the university, don't pretend to understand the US education system :-S ) Guess the job thing's'll take time to get, perhaps give up on that idea and take a vacation some place hot (we'll hot and less humid that Barton/R :-))
*bryden42:iconbryden42: Apr 15, 2008, 12:48:23 AM
Thank you :) :hug:

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"I've been thinking with my guts since forever, and you know what? I've come the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains"
~steppelandstock:iconsteppelandstock: Apr 14, 2008, 11:27:56 PM
Well, I surely did already! ;)

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~KayRouge:iconKayRouge: Apr 14, 2008, 9:13:09 PM
Graduation stuffs, senior prom, lookin for a job.

The usual. :D

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:meditation: "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 14, 2008, 7:18:18 PM
Anytime sweetheart, I adore your images :kiss:
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 14, 2008, 7:17:28 PM
Aw TX isn't too bad, sunny & temperate and as long as you stay away from the rednecks alls well, can't as say miss Solihull much though (other than the fact you could walk to the pubs/bars.... I miss a good night out on the town !)
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 14, 2008, 7:15:42 PM
No problem, nice to see your other work too :kiss:
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 14, 2008, 7:14:58 PM
Anytime, you already know I love and adore your work, makes me smile everytime at how you twist an image into something totally different, a real joy to watch :bow:
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 14, 2008, 7:13:57 PM
Feel free to come inside the gallery, hope you find what you're looking for , and some other curiousitues to boot no doubt - thanks for the :+fav: too, really do appreciated it :bow:
~StewartSteve:iconStewartSteve: Apr 14, 2008, 7:12:35 PM
Has been a while hasn't it, can't say as been busy (other than the occasional spree with camepra in tow :-)) What's happening with you?
~KayRouge:iconKayRouge: Apr 13, 2008, 9:33:15 PM
Long time no chat, hun. How ya been?

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:meditation: "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
~Rick35mm:iconRick35mm: Apr 6, 2008, 10:54:15 AM
Thanks 4 the fav!
~dultra:icondultra: Mar 31, 2008, 10:59:32 AM
Hi Big TA for the FAV
~steppelandstock:iconsteppelandstock: Mar 24, 2008, 3:40:32 AM
Great gallery! i will love to come back and explore more! :thumbsup:

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*bryden42:iconbryden42: Mar 17, 2008, 12:06:23 PM
Thanks for the fav on The HandRail :)

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"I've been thinking with my guts since forever, and you know what? I've come the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains"
=L-N-E:iconL-N-E: Mar 9, 2008, 3:00:37 AM
thank you for the watch! :)

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Wrong planet.:jarkorig: I'll stay!